It’s time to really try. At the beginning of each month, I make these big promises to myself that I don’t fall through with. It’s time for that to stop. It really is. I’m still losing weight but I’ve been inching at it since last year. I’ve not been busting my ass like I need to. I’m constantly upset about how my body looks so why am I not trying harder? My weight holds me back a lot because it causes my insecurities. I don’t want to lose weight just because I want to look pretty. I need to lose weight to improve my quality of life.